OH NO!

As I have mentioned before my good friends have left me (ha ha) and gone to London, England and seem to be having a blast. So much fun that sometimes I think they will never want to come back.

My next big plans are to go to England and visit with them for two weeks. I can't wait! I'm not going to lie to you I'm as exited as I am nervous. I never show up anywhereby myself let alone travel by myself. I've already tried to get some people to come with me but that didn't work. That's ok ... I'm a big girl and I'm going to do it, I'm going to do it on my own. It's a good thing that they speak ENGLISH there! ha ha

Anyways, I can't wait it looks so nice there. There's so many interesting things to see and do, but the most important part of this trip will be that I'll be with my friends and that's all that matter. No matter what we do or where we are we always have a blast together. It's great, I love it!

One week later ....

That was how I had started this posting like a week ago now the news is that I'm going to ENGLAND!! I got my tickets and there's no turning back now. In about two weeks I will be once again with my friends who I miss very much and can't wait to see.

There are so many things to do before I go and I haven't started anything yet.

I'm still scared and very nervous, I'm making it sound worse then it probably is, I just can't help it. I have never done something like this in my life. I have asked my parents like 10 times if they would like to come with me so that I wouldn't have to be alone, but they said no.

Ok, ok, I'm going to stop crying over this now, but I wont promise you anything ha ha

ENGLAND HERE I COME, WATCH OUT!!

Summer is gone!

It's me!!

Yes I'm still alive! I know I haven't been writing but I just haven't had the time to do so. I'm SORRY! Well, nothing much has happened, since the last time I wrote.

Let's see ...
my portugal team lost the world cup. Over all we did a good job. It just wants meant to be this time. I still have a couple of friends that wont to this day let me forget that we didn't win. I also lost a bet and had to pay up, meaning I had to buy drinks all night long. That's ok cuz next time they will be buying me drinks all night long. ha ha (I hope!)

It's that time of year that I find really sad. Everyone's back to school, it's cooler outside. It's a sign that the summer is over and that the cold, long, winter days are coming.

My summer started off a bit sad, only cuz I was friendless. My two closest friends left me and took off to England, they were a very big and important part of my life. We did everything together,we went everywhere together and here I was all by myself not knowing what to do with myself. It was kind of like breaking up with a boyfriend that you've had for years. You get involved with someone and it's all about you and him, doing things together, going places together THEN when you break up with him you forget who you were or what you did before you met him. You have to start all over again by yourself. The only difference from a boyfriend and your closest friends are that my friends have been my friends for a very, very, VERY long time. So I have no idea what life is or was like without them cuz they have always been there for me. But I guess that's what life is all about once you get older. Things change, people change.

Anyways, I still made it through the summer. I probably (ok who we kidding, I didn't) didn't do as much as I would have if my friends were here with me, but I still had fun. My summer was mainly made up of going to the bars, going to pool parties or sitting in someone's backyard talking. One thing that wasn't so different from hanging out with my good friends was that no matter where I was, who I was with or what I was doing there always seemed to be a beer or two in my hand. ha ha I have to say I have gotten a lot closer with someone people this summer which is really nice. I've done things with these people that I thought I would have never done.

Don't get me wrong it's still not the same without my friends.